Monday 6 October 2014

Hurt

Meanderings around the park
06.10.2014
Day 175
Walking recovery. Ineffectual stretching

This is the pits. My head hurts. My ears hurt. My eyes hurt. My hip hurts. My knee hurts. My heel hurts.
My heel especially hurts.
I have sat at my desk but could not make writing happen, nor words I read make sense.
I achieved nothing at all.
Should I stop training and try to set my life in order?
For the first time, I feel this is all making a worse person of me. It's because I do not feel good, so my confidence has fled.
The only answer is unconsciousness, in the hope that the symptoms abate when I stop brooding and fretting. Perhaps it is only fatigue.

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